Caitlin's Journal

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 03:59:22 GMT

WOW its been like 3 months since I updated this thing...

anyway, school starts Feb 6th. I'm taking sign language, sociology, english, psych 102, psych 103, amd couseling 111. i have school mondays and wednesdays, and then on fridays i have to go to school for one class (50 minutes) and then come home. how lame. plus on mondays and wednesdays i have a block of like 5 hours between classes and i have no idea what im gonna do with that time.

more news..i decided to take a job at the coc bookstore =) it seemed like an obvious choice to me since i want to quit my job, and i already have experience working for barnes and noble. plus its right on campus so i wont have to commute and all that. and the moneys good. smart, eh? so basically i'll be spending my life at coc, but thats ok.

umm...i guess theres nothing else to update on..my lifes pretty boring. anyways, love you all. ttfn~

caitlin

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:07:07 GMT

so yesterday was my birthday..im 18..yay.

didnt really do anything special, but thats ok cuz all the fun is gonna happen next weekend =)

by request, here is lyn's survey:

Three Names You Go By
- Caitlin
- Carmel (with my work buddies)
- Kate

Three Parts of Your Heritage
- Irish
- German
- French

Three Things That Scare You
- big trucks
- fish
- grapenuts (dont ask)

Three of Your Everyday Essentials
- ipod
- cell phone
- sugar

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
- pajama pants that matt bought me
- tank top
- socks

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
- crossfade
- third eye blind
- green day

Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
- absolutely- nine days
- semi-charmed life- third eye blind
- sick cycle carousel- lifehouse

Two Truths and a Lie
- i'm 18 =D
- i've been to london
- i've been arrested

Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
- eyes
- arms
- accent =)

Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
- writing
- debating
- teasing matt

Three Things You Want to Do Really Badly Right Now
- sleep
- call...him
- eat ice cream

Three Places You Want to Go on Vacation
- Ireland
- Australia
- France

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
- find my soulmate
- win the nobel peace prize
- travel the world

Three People I Would Like to See Take This Quiz
- jennifer
- kevin
- matt

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:53:54 GMT

wow i havent updated this thing for a while..

aaanyways, life is crazy as usual. finally got to go to long beach for the weekend and see my favorite people (aka kevin and erik), so yay for that =) i had the best time there..it was hard returning to dullsville santa clarita. but ya. people need to call me and plan things! i havent seen hardly any of my friends in forever. that means you lyn.. ;)this week is gonna be hellish cuz i have to work every single day, but after that i'll be able to do stuff. anyways..love you all, hope to hear from you guys soon..

<3 caitlin

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:21:11 GMT

lets see, lots to update on...

looks like desiree is going to come stay with us for a while..hopefully only a few days, but who really knows..

finally got to hang out with kev yesterday. yay for that =) i wish you couldve gone out to eat with us tho..and have matt drool over you all night..hehe luv ya kev ;) hope everything works out with your meeting and such..

went out to eat with my work buddies last night at the olive garden, cuz there was too long a wait at bj's. sooo much fun. i love those guys =)

we still have THREE puppies that we have yet to get rid of, so if anyone wants one, let me know asap. i'd prefer it if my friends took them so i could still visit..

im really sad..all my friends are moving away in a matter of weeks (or have already moved). you people better stay in touch with me! sheesh theres so many going away parties i have to plan..lol

lot more going on but im too tired to write it all right now, so i'll update again later. ttfn~

<3 caitlin <3

PUPPIES!!!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 05:23:07 GMT

Yes the long-awaited day has come =) There are actually six puppies instead of five..one came unexpectedly, and its pure white. weirdness. lol aaanyways..life is good for the most part. i decided im going to marry matt (against his will) =) AND i finally get to meet The Fireman this weekend! whoo! =D ok im done. i must go do my homework now. love you all~ ttfn!

caitlin

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 19:25:33 GMT

went and saw pippin last night w/ erik..great show. kevin you were fabulous =) love you! congrats~

i am so sick, and i have to work today..gah =S somebody come visit me and make me feel better..lol

lyn call me so we can get together..hope everything works out ok for you..

lots of drama in my house..more on that later

thats about it. love you all, i'll ttyl~

caitlin

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 20:19:22 GMT

wow i have a messed up family..

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 20:04:51 GMT

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 06:46:59 GMT

There's a pain that sleeps inside, it sleeps with just one eye
and awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away, the pain it still remains
Only leaving when youre next to me

Do you know that every time youre near everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear, make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around, distracted by the sounds of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face without a single trace of the person, the person that I need

Do you know that every time youre near everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear, make them disappear and we can stay..

I <3 Matt. =)

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 07:43:58 GMT

I hate that I don't have the guts to tell people how I really feel.
And the rare times when I do they do nothing but lash out at me and make me feel guilty for expressing my feelings. I've come to the realization that a lot of the people who I thought were my friends, aren't. It hurts me to think that if it wasn't for me always calling and making plans and basically maintaining the friendship I would probably never hear from them again. I hate one-way friendships.
I'm sorry that I have a lot of crap to deal with and that sometimes I want to talk about it with the people I'm supposed to be able to count on. I keep most of my drama to myself because I hate feeling like a drama queen, and I hate people getting annoyed with me. I guess "friends" will always let you down. Sometimes I just feel like no one understands where I'm coming from, and people are so quick to dismiss my feelings. I am very thankful for the true friends that I have, and this is not aimed at you, but there are those of you who act like you're my friend to my face, but behind my back it's a whole different story. It makes me wonder how many of my friends are like that.. I do my best to be there for people when they need me, and I make a sincere effort to be a good friend. Why don't I get that in return? I guess people are too wrapped up in their own frivolous crap to think about other people's feelings. Am I really not worth it?

Thinking is bad, I need to distract myself..

fun stuff =)

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 23:30:37 GMT

CLOCK IT
Starting Time: 2:51
How long do you think this will take: a looong time...but thats ok cuz i have nothing else to do =)
Name: caitlin litsheim
Nickname(s): a lot...and if you dont already know them im not going to tell you..lol
Name Spelled Backwards: niltiac..weird
Hair: long-ish, brown..uh, straight
Eyes: hazel-someone-vomitted-in-my-eyes-brown
Religion: good question
Abnormalities: um...short, epileptic ish,
God Made Me: k

MOST RECENT
Person you hugged/got hugged by: matt. my love =)
Person you kissed/were kissed by: uh..eric..
Person you talked on the phone with: lyn
Person you thought about: eric..lol
Person you considered calling but didn’t:
Person you cussed out (secretly or publicly): no one out loud..in my head, elizabeth
Person(s) you confessed to/cried in front of: um..?
Person you checked out: loooots..lol last night at work me and matt had fun looking thru magazines full of hot guys..haha
Place you went: school
School event you attended: um?
Movie you saw (with whom): constantine, with kevin
Book you read: sybil
Song you heard: some song by green day that matt was listening to..
Song you sang: someday by nickleback. me and matt rock the house at karaoke! =D
Food you consumed: california rolls mmmmmm
Drink you drank: dr pepper
Show you watched: judging amy
Thing you wrote: duh?
Thing you bought: chocolate..what a surprise haha

CURRENT
Clothing: tan jacket with a turtleneck and cords
Food: nothing
Beverage: nothing
Music: linkin park
Mood: anxious..

PREFERENCES
Guitar/Bass: guitar
Milk/Water: milk
Pizza/Burger: pizza
Movies/Music: both
Full-piece/Bikini: neither..caitlin doesnt do bathing suits..lol
Singing/Dancing: dancing all the way =)
Rock/Pop: rock
Beatles/Rolling Stones: beatles
Green Day/Blink 182: Green Day
Freddy/Jason: none of the above
Werewolf/Dracula: dracula
Jude Law/Johnny Depp: both are tres sexy..i like jude's accent tho
California/Florida: im a california girl =)
Harrison/Clapton: clapton
Harry Potter/Lemony Snicket: harry potter

HAVE YOU EVER
Seen the moon rise: yep
Done the deed: what deed..? lol im such a prude =P
Laughed until you cried: oooo ya anytime im around lisa or matt..
Been on stage: yep
Cried during a movie: yes! john q was such a tear-jerker..and i cried when the cute little boy got shot in hardball
Watched a sunrise/sunset: sunsets are soooo amazing...especially if youre witht he right person =)
Tried drugs of any kind: nope no desire to

FAVORITES:
Shampoo: dove
Soap: anything that smells good
Color: blue
Day/Night: night i guess
Music: mostly rock..but i listen to pretty much everything
Soda: dr pepper
Movie: omg way too many..
Hobby: uh..writing?
Genre: comedy, action, horror..everything
Website: dont know
Subject in school: psychology
Least Fav. Subject in School: econ
Sport: basketball
Video Game: none
Band/Artist: way too many
Restaurant: olive garden! yay for great food and cute waiters ;)
TV show: will and grace..whose line is it anyway..monk..queer eye..a lot
Holiday: christmas
Place to relax: my room..or in a coffee shop
Ice Cream: ALL kinds lol cherry garcia rocks the house tho
Cartoon Character: patrick starr all the way

FRIENDS AND CRUSHES AND SOME RANDOM JUNK TOO
Do you have a b.f./g.f.: not currently
Loved Anyone: ya..
Loudest Friend: kevin. haha
Friskiest: carmel for sure =P
Nicest: all my friends are nice...
Funniest: kevin
Radomest: lisa
Sweetest: matt..or erik =)
Who do you cry with: i dont
Who do you go to for advice: a few people..kevin and lyn are at the top of the list..
Have you talked to someone you have a crush on (recently): yep
Missed someone: ya
Hugged someone you like: yeeep
Who do you like right now: 0=)
Can exes be friends: depends on how the relationsihp ended..
Love at first sight: no
What song best describes your last relationship: never really thought about it..

COMPLETELY RANDOM STUFF
First thing you said/thought after your last breakup: i need chocolate..lol
Who named you: um, my mom..
When was the last time you showered: last night
What is closest to you: a 3 musketeers wrapper haha
What song are you listening to right now: none
Who do you want to go out with: paul walker..oh my god he is hot lol
Where do you work: b. dalton
How’s the weather at the moment: perfect
What's the strangest thing you've ever eaten: ? worm-like shishkabob things in chinatown in montreal..oh, and laundry detergent haha
How do you eat cookies: i put them in my mouth and chew..?
Are you too shy to ask a girl/guy out: depends..
If you could change your name, what would it be: something really unique and random..lol
What would your daughter’s name be: no idea
Do you like scary or romantic movies: scary!
Silk or Sport bra: uh, silk?
Cucumbers or carrots: carrots
How long did your last relationship last: im not sure if my last one counted..lol
Blood or venom: huh??
Mental or physical pain: mental pain can be a lot worse..it depends on the severity of both
Have you ever been skinny dipping: nope
Do you tease people: sure
Have you ever been convicted of a crime: no
One pillow or two: one
Pets: goodness...i have too many to list lol. bruno is my favorite tho =)
Piercing or Tattoo: neither
What's your bedtime: whats a bedtime?
Most embarrassing moment: dont ask
Do you attend church regularly: nope
What do you look for in the opposite sex: good personality/sense of humor..
Fav. Quote: "Before you criticize someone walk a mile in their shoes. That way you're a mile away and you have their shoes."
Can you swim: of course
Do you like to swim: i love to
Do you have an accent: from a foreigners perspective i guess i do..lol
Do you like animals: more than most humans
Do you prefer pools or oceans: oceans
More mature? Boys or girls: girls. duh.
Do you sing in the shower: sometimes =P
Who's the best looking person that you know: mike montano OH MY GOD lol and lisa is the prettiest..and of course theyre dating =P
The best way to die: in my sleep
When do you want to die: ..?
Have you ever called a 900 number: nope
Gold or Silver: silver. gold is too flashy
Would you ever jump outta a plane: totally =D
Would you rather be short or tall or in-between: taller than i am now..
Do you enjoy reading: yep
Which Spongebob character is your favorite: patrick starr!! or gary. garys a pimp lol
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope. i used to tho
What is your sign: libra
Has someone of the opposite sex ever broken your heart, and after they did how long did it take you to get over them: yes and way too long
What is your biggest fear: uh...i have a lot of fears...
What movie do you really want to see: rent when it comes out
Who is the least attractive person you know: mike! hes hideous! lol
Emotional or physically in tune: im in tune?
What do you think of people who drink/ do drugs: i guess people should just make their own decisions and learn the hard way..
Better to cry or laugh: laugh
Do you think men and women can ever be just friends: umm...if the man is gay, then sure lol
Do you bite your nails: NO! EW
Did you ever cry over someone of the opposite sex: ya
Who was your first crush: cameron! from the second grade lol
Your best friend: lyn, matt, kevin, lisa, natalie, mike, james..

quite a night..

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 01:14:32 GMT

I was sick all day yesterday, so I didn't go to school. Then at about 6:00 my aunt showed up (yes, the crazy one) to drive us down to brentwood to have dinner with my grandparents. We went to Tanino's (my absolute favorite italian restaurant, so i was happy =) ) and the gorgeous italian waiter was hitting on me..lol i love italians =) anyways, for a while everything was fine, then my grandmother starting drinking (as expected) and was being really offensive to my sister and i, so my mom got mad at her, and this big fight erupted in the middle of the restaurant. for those of you who dont know my grandmother..she has a nasty streak, especially when shes been drinking..not your typical cookie-baking, sock-knitting grandmother..lol anyways my mom and grandma were making a scene, so my aunt tried to calm them down, and just made things worse. finally the manager asked them to leave, and my aunt arranged for someone to drive my grandma home, cuz she was too drunk to drive. my grandma is extremely stubborn and refused of course. fortunately she got home safely. but ya, that was my night. whenever my family gets together something like that is bound to happen. i felt really bad for my mom tho, cuz my grandma said some nasty things to her and was threatening to hit her, and my mom was crying all the way home. another fun family reunion..=S oh, and my aunt decided to take our dog jessi, which no one mentioned to me until my aunt was putting her in the car, so that kind of sucked. so ya, that was my evening.
p.s. if anybody wants a puppy, let me know. we need to find homes for them.

i need to find a new family.. =S

~caitlin

memories

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 23:45:18 GMT

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 20:04:50 GMT

Went to the movies w/ Kevin yesterday. I'm glad we finally got to hang out. Movie was awesome, but scary, so yay for Kevin being there to protect me..lol Love you Kevin! =) Hopefully going to Lyn's today, so I don't have to get stuck doing chores all day. My family is being evil right now anyways so I don't really want to be here...oh, special shout out to Matt. You rock Matt! Congrats on you-know-what ;) Well, I think that's about all the anouncements for now..except my dog is going to have puppies =D Awww. Ok I'm done now. 42 all! P.S. Go see Constantine! It's amazing!

I was really amused by how well this describes me...

You Are A Romantic Realist

You are more romantic than 50% of the population.

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Awwww!!! I'm a cute little mini asian! =D haha

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 06:52:11 GMT

What Random Asian Are You? by WhoWhatWhen
Name:
You are
The Stereotype you match is,	Being smart.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 20:54:27 GMT

You Are 26 Years Old

26

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

=) cool

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:38:45 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	one of a kind

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Fri, 03 Dec 2004 02:45:11 GMT

P.S. My new e-mail address is aussielover123@hotmail.com. My old account expired, so I had to make a new one.

I have returned!

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 04:31:41 GMT

Yes, it's me, the prodigal LJ user! After what seemed like decades, I finally got a new (working) computer. It's a miracle! =D And I have AIM too! Whoo! So don't be surprised if I suddenly start emailing and IMing you guys incessantly. I'm just so happy =D hehe Anyways...nothing too interesting going on right now..Desiree had her baby, and it's healthy and everything. Mucho tension in the Litsheim house. But what else is new right? Ummm..I've been working a LOT lately so I apologize to my friends that I haven't contacted in a while. I've just been insanely busy. Hopefully after the holidays I'll be able to hang out with you guys more. The only person I've spent any time with in the last like, month is Kevin. (who rocks, btw, for taking time out of his busy schedule to hang out with me. =) ) As for the rest of you, I'll let you know as soon as I have a day off work. Love you all! Feel free to IM me now that I have AIM again. 42~

Caitlin

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 23:25:14 GMT

What you LJ friends Really think about you... by lindsaychan
Username
Gender
Thinks you are special:	peoplerstupid3
Thinks you suck:	rndmdrama
Thinks you are a good friend:	sweetlydrowned
Thinks you are sexy:	brngerofdth
Thinks you are cute:	cablemming
Wants to be your best friend:	peoplerstupid3
Likes you:	sweetlydrowned
Thinks you hate them:	brngerofdth
Wants to kill you:	rndmdrama
Doesnt know you well:	cablemming

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kevin hates me and thinks i suck..lol how sade

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 19:45:48 GMT

name: Caitlin Litsheim
gender: female
location: my house, canyon country, CA, USA, the world, milky way
age: ALMOST 17 =)
birthplace: Santa Cruz, CA. the artichoke capital of the world! =D lol
nicknames: camel, kate, speedy, casper, picasso (by the people in my art class lol), katie (*grits teeth*), and my personal favorite- "that short burnette chick thats always hanging around eric" haha
height: 5' 3''..shut up lol
eye color: hazel
hair color: brown
zodiac sign: libra
righty or lefty: righty
skin tone: i'm tan dammit!! lol
sexual preference: umm usher? =) hehe dark-skinned boys lol (with a couple exceptions)
living arrangements: umm in a house?
siblings: elizabeth(14), michaela(11), jacob(10), desiree(18), half-sister heidi(25) and half-brother ryan(21)
piercings: nah
pets: ummm a lot.. lol two dogs(bruno and jessi), two cats(bean and sir fredrick edmund the third-coolest cat in the world ;)- ), a tortoise(Mr.T), a bunch of fish, etc.
obsession: CHOCOLATE! haha what else..coffee, gay guys (lol), vincent price flicks, basketball, horses, torsos =D hehehe
~favorites~
color: blue!
tv show: whose line is it anyway?, monk, queer eye for the straight guy, fairly oddparents =) lol movie: hmm....anything with vincent price..or denzel =) haha (i cant help it if im obsessed with black men! lol)
person: in no particular order: anthony grisaffi (my old friend from the vineyard), usher =), jason mraz, all my friends: lyn freeman, lisa werth, mike west, kevin goodman, natalie do olittle, etc. umm...eric =) lol
food: CHOCOLATE! (shut up it is so a food lyn =P)
drink: limeade of course
car: jag
time of the day: umm night?
day: Saturday
month: February! (i feel bad for it cuz no one ever picks it..lol)
teacher: Mr. Kasdorf all th e way. I heart Kazzie!=) lol
grade: senior
actor: too many..denzel is definitely up there tho
actress: eh..i dont really have a favorite
sport: basketball!
animal: horsies =)
ice cream flavor: rocky road
scent: apple cider and dryer sheets =D haha oh and mikes cologne
season: summer
subject at school: psychology. duh.
~Last person you~
talked to: eric
IMed: eric
called: um..eric =) lol (im sensing a trend here..)
saw: jason
hugged: my dog bruno. does that count? lol
kissed: eric.. =) lol
went shopping wi t h: lyn, elizabeth and my crazy polish cousin lol
~Last time you~
went swimming: last night with lyn, jason, eric, etc.
flew in an airplane: over spring break, my london trip
took a shower: a few weeks ago..lol j/k last night went to a party: last weekend
~Relationships~
single: umm..technically ya..
first thing you notice about the opposite sex: def. hair..then arms..caitlin likes arms..=) lol
~Random~
do you sing in the shower: of course not..*looks to side*..hehe only on specia l occasions ;)
do you bite your nails: ew ew ew no..that aand knuckle cracking are like, my biggest pet peeves..lol lyn
what time do you go to bed: i dont =P
favorite thing to do with friends: doesnt really matter..just being with friends is fun
broken an y bones: ya, i broke my foot last night jumping over the wall into the pool area. lol
gone skinny dipping: cant say that i have..
do you wear a watch: nope. i carry a cell phone
how many pairs of shoes do you own: like ten zillion..lol but i wear the sam e pair every day cuz i dont want to get the new-looking ones messed up..lol shut up, its part of my OCD =P
something you wear everyday: umm clothes? i wear my hat almost every day..
one thing you never leave the house without: cell phone
ever been in love: currently.. =)
~Your bedroom~
color of your walls: blue =) mike helped me paint
what color carpet:blackish whiteish grayish..? lol its kinda speckled and weird..
how big is your bed: i dont have a bed. i have a 6 ft. love sac
tv: yes. a tiny one
color be dsheet: navy blue
any stuffed animals: a lot. but theyre all in bags in the garage
have any pictures: hmm i have a picture of me and lisa in a frame on my desk..and a portrait mike drew of me on my wall..and a couple photo albums next to my tv
if so wh o a re they of: see above

well that was fun =) lol lets see, any news..? oh, lyn is in the process of planning my bday..im scared..haha but ya, all y'all are invited to join in the festivities (not sure exactly what lyn has cooked up but we'll see) a nnnn d i got a job interview at b. daltons! whooo go me! =D and me being the brilliant person that i am, set up the interview at 2pm on monday...i was so excited to get the interview that i just agreed to the first date they said...then i hung up the phon e, an d me and lyns convo went a little like this:
lyn- "so when is your interview?"
me- "monday at 2."
lyn- "umm what time do you get out of school?"
me- "2:00...CRAP!"
lol but ya..im just gonna leave at lunch and miss my last period...aaanyway..thats about it. i gotta go meet eric at the pool so i will talk to you all later. ciao amicos!
~caitlin

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:02:21 GMT

Hey all! Wow, it's been a while...surprisingly I have nothing interesting to say =P umm school is driving me crazy, familys driving me crazier.. people leaving for college soon..so sad..=( I will miss you all! Don't forget the little people (aka all us l owly highschoolers) when you venture out into the world. Keep in touch!

My cousin Mishka (yes Lyn, the "hot one" lol) is coming to visit tomorrow. I am sooo excited =D I havent seen him in like, 3 years. My moms going to San Diego for the weekend for so me RSD convention thing, so it's gonna be just me, Mishka and my sister all weekend! WOOT! =D Lyn, it looks like I wont be able to come over tomorrow for our movie night..but I'll see if maybe you can come to my house instead. As long as you promise you w ont molest my cousin. hahaha aaanyways... well thats about it. I hope school is going ok for everybody. Just remember- one more year! =) I love you all. Talk to you soon~
Caitlin

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 19:21:12 GMT

haha Kevin is my perfect date =)

Aaanyways... I'm going stationary shopping w/ Lyn tomorrow, yay =) Then only one more day of freedom till I return to the torturous prison known as "school"..
But ya. things are better on the homefront. My mom has regained her sanity (well, almost), and I feel a lot better about things. Thanks to Kevin for providing an escape for me, which was SO what I needed right now. I had fun, and talking to you has helped immensely. What would I do without you kev? =) Lyn, I hope everything works out for you.. feel free to call me anytime if you want to talk more. Yay for returning to our weekly horror movie night! Complete with oversalted, overbuttered and overcheesed popcorn. Those were the good ol' days.. Jennifer, congrats on finding your calling as a stripper/drag queen. haha bambi hot springs...i love it =P Anyway, I hope everyone has had a fun summer and is looking forward to their senior year. Class of 2005 rocks!!!

I love you all. God bless~
Caitlinˇt

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 06:15:08 GMT

My room is blue! Yay!u

Hi everyone!!!

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 21:56:39 GMT

I havent updated in a while, so I just thought I'd let everyone know that I havent died or anything..lol But ya..went to kevin's house yesterday w/ lyn, shane and heather. so much fun. i am so jealous of you kevin! i so want to live in that area! =( oh and did i mention that oscar is the cutest dog ever? haha and then we cruised the mall for a bit..hit java'n'jazz...kevin you look so sexy in that hat haha but aaanyways..thank you to lyn and kevin for taking time out of their schedule to see me. i love you guys!! =D We seriously need to hang out more often. lyn try not to stress too much over..stuff..just relax and enjoy life. =) and feel free to call me anytime when you need to talk (that goes for all of you) i love spending time with my friends, and wish i could do it more often..thats why im all sad now cuz school will be starting in a couple weeks.. =( *sigh* now it will be even more impossible to hang with peeps.. ah well. we'll work something out. to all of you who i havent seen in forever, call me! i promise i'll make time for you. thanks again to kevin for the use of his home..and the pizza! lol i love you!! well i better get off, im leaving soon to develop some pictures. talk to y'all lata. peace!

- caitlin 8)

p.s. to those of you who believe in the healing power of prayer..and even those who dont..

could you keep my mom in your prayers, she isn't doing well at all, and might have to go back into the hospital... and for my dad, as he has been recently released from rehab, that he will stay clean and get his life back together. thanks a lot, its much appreciated.